Some useless things

my computer lives on my floor
sometimes i step on it
it has very old five gum stuck on the tippy top
sometimes my school work gets stuck to it
because it melts and my room has a lingering tropical aroma
so my window's open
once it was really hot
and someone really lovely was here
and it was too hot
but it didn't matter
so now my window is open, and my fan is on
it has electronic control of everything
conveniently with a remote control
just like my CD player
which i am yet to introduce to it my new Cd's
sia and maroon 5
maybe a bit lame, but groovy
and there's this one song
which i always listen to
it cheers me up every day
because it is about my favourite day
and even when it is not my favourite day
it feels almost the same, thinking about it nearly being that day
that idle, comfortable morning
beautifully and sunny
or perfect and raining
or some whether, it needn't matter
Sunday morning,
the day six months from her 17th birthday,
and her life disapparated,
taking part of every one's souls and hearts with it.
;that part wasn't useless
just sad,
and lonely,
and helpless.
but mostly, a beacon of memories
seeping from the corners of my eyes,
in love
always.