Well well well well well, it's been a while.

And things have changed.

I've noticed recently, that I enjoy writing lists. Lists of what to do, what to buy, who I love, the list of things to do before my 16th, and just lots and lots of lists, listing things. So, I've made one for you, actually, I'm about to, and here's how it starts:

1. Was disrupted from my aimless search for my stolen personal belongings, and endless crying, by fireworks.
2. Found love interest of the moment, grabbed him, kissed him. Felt a bit weak in the knees, tasted a tangy mix of beer and packaged chips, saw the inside of my eyelids, smelt sweat and the inklings of a new year.
3. Heard him say "This doesn't feel right", let go of me, and felt...confused.
4. Saw something frighteningly snake-like.
5. Woke up before 6am, read Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
6. Went to the police to report my stolen belongings.
7. Facebook-chatted with the girl I somewhat idolise, for my boss's number.
8. Got dumped.
9. Made 80 cupcakes.
10. Recieved great advice from "such a babe."
11. Made a phone call, that unwillingly changed the next two and a half months of my life.
12. Made an angry cake dog, and wrote a blog about it. Met someone special for "coffee", was uplifted and hopelessly locked in an awkward head-over-heels position.
13. Went past "Wolstonecraft" station, remembering who's stop that was, gave her a ring, appologised. Realised how much the smallest phonecall can change things, again. Laughed.
14. Met Dannielle and the frightening Red Cross voulenteers.
15. Met Joe, Harry and Lachy. Was awkward.
16. Until it wasn't anymore.
17. Loved the beach, and a few other things.
18. Held hands in the spa.
19. "Watched" a movie about zombies taking over the world.
20. Had own world taken over by sweet, sweet kisses and avocado eyes.
21. Saw Toy story 2, for the first time ever, IN 3D!
22. Did some things, watched babe and faulty towers.
23. Had an amazing strawberry milkshake with the greatest girl in the world.
24. Was asked, "Oh, are you a new year 7?" for the second year in a row, despite the white shirt.
25. Was late for economics, and forever held the awkward seating arrangement. Was accepted.
26. Met his friends and Tim Humphrys
27. Made first boost.
28. Went to fairday and met Tim's friends.
29. Mardi gras. Smallwood. No comment.
30. Heard a song, I rather liked.
31. Got over it, eventually.
32. Fell in love with Eeyore, the snuggly soft toy.
33. Was dumped.
34. Called Tim.
35. Called Morgan.
36. Wallowed in self pity.
37. With the best friends ever.
38. Wore thick wooley red jumper on the hottest day of the year, because it was safe.
39. Cried some.
40. Visited Papu, in hospital.
41. Danced, finally.
42. Saw Callum and Benita, finally.
43. Listened to a song, thought of someone.
44. Watched skins.
45. Went to the zoo..
46. Bought Chocolate Body Paint.
47. Morgan
48. Morgan
49. Morgan
50. Easter show.
51. Work
52. Sleep
53. Watched skins.
54. Work
55. Sleep
56. Missed south african boy.
57. Work
58. Wrote a letter to someone about something.
59. Hid it.
60. Watched skins.
61. Felt attracted to people, for the first time in six months.
62. Cried some.
63. Enjoyed school.
64. Hated school.
65. Studied..
66. not really.
67. Questioned sexuality.
68. Banana Buzz, thought of her.
69. Did 7th grade saxophone exam.
70. Was exceedingly happy.
71. Dreamed of jumping off the top of F block.
72. Woke up, smiling?
73. Work.
74. Banana Buzz, again.
75. Her, again.
76. Saw another him.
77. KAROKE!!
78. Was sombre.
79. Listened to that song again.
80. Thought some, Cried some, Slept some.
81. Woke up.
82. Did maths.
83. For 4 hours.
84. Finished A Clockwork Orange.
85. Had cold feet, literally.
86. Studied,
87. no, really this time.
88. Played my saxophone.
89. Was happy
90. Was sad
91. Was menstrual?
92. Watched skins.
93. Had lunch.
94. Realised english essay was (is)... shit.
95. Facebook.
96. Blue tacked old school photos on my wall. Laughed at my evolvng middle part, gapped tooth, ridiculous expression. Understood why people don't like me at first glance, or second.
97. Or third.
98. Waited for mum to go and buy me Frankie.
99. Wrote this blog.